As I close my eyes at night
Another world comes to sight
T’is my world of dreams
Come to light
My dreams very
One to another
Some I remember
Some, don’t bother
From time to time I see
A dream to this world
Comes to be
Before my eyes
I see unfold
Past dreams,
Till now untold
These dreams are not
What bother me
T’is these, like tests
That come to me
A challenge comes
In my sleep
A moral quandary
I tightly keep
Will I pass, or will I fail
Each challenge
A different tale
I wake up with a start
Feeling the beating
Of my heart
If I chose, the path that’s right
That day grows ever more bright
Or when I awaken
At first sight
Everything seems alright
But if I chose to take a fall
My conscience doth my attention call
And the test that hit me
In the night
Lay before my sight
Over and again I play it out
Sometimes wanting to shout
How could I choose a course so wrong
When in my heart I know
Where I belong
To have chosen different
Is what I long
The hope that comes over me
Is that I truly know how to be
And look again to another dream
And this time may it come to pass
That the lessons learned hold fast
And build upon my soul
more prepared to that heavenly goal
-Shiidon, Rahmat 166 BE, June 2009
God, the Exalted, hath placed these signs in men, to the end that philosophers may not deny the mysteries of the life beyond nor belittle that which hath been promised them.
(Baha'u'llah, The Seven Valleys, p. 33)
There are comments in His writings regarding dreams. In particular He writes about what we call dejavu and how we dream something that ten years later comes to pass. What I wanted to write about is another kind of dream. In a conversation with my mother about dreams we spoke about dreams that put us in positions to make choices. Many a time I have awakened and thanked God that it "was only a dream." As I have grown older, and after speaking with my mother, I have come to realize that these dreams can also be looked upon as tests for our souls. I am not saying that God is testing us and seeing if we pass. What I think is that this is another way for us to be guided in this life without making the wrong choices. Another way to look at it is the flight simulator for the pilot. They are not flying but are put into situations to test their abilities and resolve. This is more along the lines of how I see these dreams.
Today I concluded the second of two sessions at the youth intensive nearby. I was asked to teach poetry to whomever was interested. There were about nine of us in the class and by the second session today there were poems being shared by the participants that were writtin since yesterday. I was amazed at the depth and ability that they manifested in their writing. It was impressive. It was nothing I did, I just gave them each a notebook and pen and said, "write." Of cousre we spoke of the mechanics, the inspiration, the purpose and method as well. One thing I emphasized is not to pervert ones talent but to use it to elevate the heart and soul of the reader. I look forward to reading their poems.
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